| and this week has made me wonder. i kno life isnt fair- ive been tought that since i was little. but WHY. why God? things have been happening arround me, and not to me. to my friends and family members....why not me? why must they be the ones to be hurting? i understand that satan donst attack the people who are allready for him; meaning he will attack the good christians.but once again it leave me saying 'lifes not fair'- and thats all i can really say. that and pray like fire and brimstone to MY God. My savior- to be with thoes people who are struggeling. i cannot even imagine some of thier situations. yes God, you have blessed me with the gift of empathy. but some of thier situations go beyond what i can even fathom
dear GOD.
you know the ones that need you most right now.
your the one who holds thier borken hearts in your hands.
you are the great healer and the heart mender.
i cannot even spit the words out of my mouth that I need to say for them.
you know what im asking for,
for comfrot and hope in times of dispair,
for healing hands uopn the heads of the sick.
and for the families.
the families God, who are hurting and confused
keep them in you.
and let them know that you are in them
from the habitiual sinner to the chrisitans i admire-
they are all oppresed and need you.
please.
I know If you , my God, were to look at me right now, you would see a girl who hasnt been doing very good in her relationship with you-
you might even simle and say to yourself - "why there she is, i thought she'd forgotten me. by the way shed been acting"
but please. i know nothing elese but to come to you.
if nothing elese.
hear this prayr for thoes in need right now.
please.
amen
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| school...what can i sa...* sigh* sometimes depressing...i miss my buddies! thanks for all thoes wonderful comments brittany and leslie! they made me feel better so i thought id give u credit! lol...love u guys...give me a call
maggie |
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| cooment here on that post if u feel nessacary... i mess somthing up and its just not woth trying to fix it on a whole new post. |
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| im in a drone. i realize the things that i want arnt always the best for me- or even in the direction i need to be going. why do i always set a standard on happiness?> to say "ill be happy only when..... ". i sure do miss alot of people right about now. all my friends who im not as close to as i used to be. i guess sometimes it takes a kick in the butt to realize for myself that ive been slipping. i talked to alex for the first time in forever a few days ago, he sounded well, although we only got to talk for about 3 minutes, it made me realize im not keeping up with some of the people who really do mean the most to me, and that even though i know that they mean alot to me, that im not showing that to them.....alot of them do know the extent that i would go for them,but some do not, some cannot decipher where our relationship lays...and that is both our faults. last night was fun but hard for me, going to nightmare was fun, but im constantly reminded that paul is not here, and i dont know, thats just hard for ,me. not to say that kyle is not an awesome person, youth minister etc. its just the realization that hits me everytime, that , NO, he is not here, and NO he is not comming back. i dont know why at this point it pains me as it does, you think i would be able to grow up and get over it by this point. but obviously im not. and i dont know what elese to say about that.
love you al so much
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